greetings. lately, i've been battling some personal gremlins. drugs, booze, cancer, and such are not among them. let's just say they're personal demons. i tried to solve my problems wednesday by taking a full bottle of 30 ambien tablets. 20 minutes later, i drove myself to the emergency room at the local hospital. needless to say, i've been pretty f*cked up lately. they kept my in icu overnight and i was evaluated at a psych ward friday. i'll be undergoing a lot of outpatient therapy, i'm sure. so please, if you're a religious person, say a prayer for me. i sure would appreciate it.